“Efficiunt
Daemones, ut quae non sunt, sic tamen quasi sint, conspicienda hominibus exhibeant.”
—Lactantius. |
I was far from home, and the spell of the eastern sea was upon me. In the twilight I heard it
pounding on the rocks, and I knew it lay just over the hill where the twisting willows writhed
against the clearing sky and the first stars of evening. And because my fathers had called me
to the old town beyond, I pushed on through the shallow, new-fallen snow along the road that
soared lonely up to where Aldebaran twinkled among the trees; on toward the very ancient town
I had never seen but often dreamed of.

It was the Yuletide, that men call Christmas though they know in their hearts
it is older than Bethlehem and Babylon, older than Memphis and mankind. It was the Yuletide,
and I had come at last to the ancient sea town where my people had dwelt and kept festival in
the elder time when festival was forbidden; where also they had commanded their sons to keep
festival once every century, that the memory of primal secrets might not be forgotten. Mine
were an old people, and were old even when this land was settled three hundred years before.
And they were strange, because they had come as dark furtive folk from opiate southern gardens
of orchids, and spoken another tongue before they learnt the tongue of the blue-eyed fishers.
And now they were scattered, and shared only the rituals of mysteries that none living could
understand. I was the only one who came back that night to the old fishing town as legend bade,
for only the poor and the lonely remember.

Then beyond the hill’s crest I saw Kingsport outspread frostily in the
gloaming; snowy Kingsport with its ancient vanes and steeples, ridgepoles and chimney-pots,
wharves and small bridges, willow-trees and graveyards; endless labyrinths of steep, narrow,
crooked streets, and dizzy church-crowned central peak that time durst not touch; ceaseless
mazes of colonial houses piled and scattered at all angles and levels like a child’s disordered
blocks; antiquity hovering on grey wings over winter-whitened gables and gambrel roofs; fanlights
and small-paned windows one by one gleaming out in the cold dusk to join Orion and the archaic
stars. And against the rotting wharves the sea pounded; the secretive, immemorial sea out of
which the people had come in the elder time.

Beside the road at its crest a still higher summit rose, bleak and windswept,
and I saw that it was a burying-ground where black gravestones stuck ghoulishly through the
snow like the decayed fingernails of a gigantic corpse. The printless road was very lonely,
and sometimes I thought I heard a distant horrible creaking as of a gibbet in the wind. They
had hanged four kinsmen of mine for witchcraft in 1692, but I did not know just where.

As the road wound down the seaward slope I listened for the merry sounds of
a village at evening, but did not hear them. Then I thought of the season, and felt that these
old Puritan folk might well have Christmas customs strange to me, and full of silent hearthside
prayer. So after that I did not listen for merriment or look for wayfarers, but kept on down
past the hushed lighted farmhouses and shadowy stone walls to where the signs of ancient shops
and sea-taverns creaked in the salt breeze, and the grotesque knockers of pillared doorways
glistened along deserted, unpaved lanes in the light of little, curtained windows.

I had seen maps of the town, and knew where to find the home of my people.
It was told that I should be known and welcomed, for village legend lives long; so I hastened
through Back Street to Circle Court, and across the fresh snow on the one full flagstone pavement
in the town, to where Green Lane leads off behind the Market house. The old maps still held
good, and I had no trouble; though at Arkham they must have lied when they said the trolleys
ran to this place, since I saw not a wire overhead. Snow would have hid the rails in any case.
I was glad I had chosen to walk, for the white village had seemed very beautiful from the hill;
and now I was eager to knock at the door of my people, the seventh house on the left in Green
Lane, with an ancient peaked roof and jutting second story, all built before 1650.

There were lights inside the house when I came upon it, and I saw from the
diamond window-panes that it must have been kept very close to its antique state. The upper
part overhung the narrow grass-grown street and nearly met the overhanging part of the house
opposite, so that I was almost in a tunnel, with the low stone doorstep wholly free from snow.
There was no sidewalk, but many houses had high doors reached by double flights of steps with
iron railings. It was an odd scene, and because I was strange to New England I had never known
its like before. Though it pleased me, I would have relished it better if there had been footprints
in the snow, and people in the streets, and a few windows without drawn curtains.

When I sounded the archaic iron knocker I was half afraid. Some fear had been
gathering in me, perhaps because of the strangeness of my heritage, and the bleakness of the
evening, and the queerness of the silence in that aged town of curious customs. And when my
knock was answered I was fully afraid, because I had not heard any footsteps before the door
creaked open. But I was not afraid long, for the gowned, slippered old man in the doorway had
a bland face that reassured me; and though he made signs that he was dumb, he wrote a quaint
and ancient welcome with the stylus and wax tablet he carried.

He beckoned me into a low, candle-lit room with massive exposed rafters and
dark, stiff, sparse furniture of the seventeenth century. The past was vivid there, for not
an attribute was missing. There was a cavernous fireplace and a spinning-wheel at which a bent
old woman in loose wrapper and deep poke-bonnet sat back toward me, silently spinning despite
the festive season. An indefinite dampness seemed upon the place, and I marvelled that no fire
should be blazing. The high-backed settle faced the row of curtained windows at the left, and
seemed to be occupied, though I was not sure. I did not like everything about what I saw, and
felt again the fear I had had. This fear grew stronger from what had before lessened it, for
the more I looked at the old man’s bland face the more its very blandness terrified me.
The eyes never moved, and the skin was too like wax. Finally I was sure it was not a face at
all, but a fiendishly cunning mask. But the flabby hands, curiously gloved, wrote genially on
the tablet and told me I must wait a while before I could be led to the place of festival.

Pointing to a chair, table, and pile of books, the old man now left the room;
and when I sat down to read I saw that the books were hoary and mouldy, and that they included
old Morryster’s wild
Marvells of Science, the terrible
Saducismus Triumphatus
of Joseph Glanvill, published in 1681, the shocking
Daemonolatreia of Remigius, printed
in 1595 at Lyons, and worst of all, the unmentionable
Necronomicon of the mad Arab Abdul
Alhazred, in Olaus Wormius’ forbidden Latin translation; a book which I had never seen,
but of which I had heard monstrous things whispered. No one spoke to me, but I could hear the
creaking of signs in the wind outside, and the whir of the wheel as the bonneted old woman continued
her silent spinning, spinning. I thought the room and the books and the people very morbid and
disquieting, but because an old tradition of my fathers had summoned me to strange feastings,
I resolved to expect queer things. So I tried to read, and soon became tremblingly absorbed
by something I found in that accursed
Necronomicon; a thought and a legend too hideous
for sanity or consciousness. But I disliked it when I fancied I heard the closing of one of
the windows that the settle faced, as if it had been stealthily opened. It had seemed to follow
a whirring that was not of the old woman’s spinning-wheel. This was not much, though,
for the old woman was spinning very hard, and the aged clock had been striking. After that I
lost the feeling that there were persons on the settle, and was reading intently and shudderingly
when the old man came back booted and dressed in a loose antique costume, and sat down on that
very bench, so that I could not see him. It was certainly nervous waiting, and the blasphemous
book in my hands made it doubly so. When eleven struck, however, the old man stood up, glided
to a massive carved chest in a corner, and got two hooded cloaks; one of which he donned, and
the other of which he draped round the old woman, who was ceasing her monotonous spinning. Then
they both started for the outer door; the woman lamely creeping, and the old man, after picking
up the very book I had been reading, beckoning me as he drew his hood over that unmoving face
or mask.

We went out into the moonless and tortuous network of that incredibly ancient
town; went out as the lights in the curtained windows disappeared one by one, and the Dog Star
leered at the throng of cowled, cloaked figures that poured silently from every doorway and
formed monstrous processions up this street and that, past the creaking signs and antediluvian
gables, the thatched roofs and diamond-paned windows; threading precipitous lanes where decaying
houses overlapped and crumbled together, gliding across open courts and churchyards where the
bobbing lanthorns made eldritch drunken constellations.

Amid these hushed throngs I followed my voiceless guides; jostled by elbows
that seemed preternaturally soft, and pressed by chests and stomachs that seemed abnormally
pulpy; but seeing never a face and hearing never a word. Up, up, up the eerie columns slithered,
and I saw that all the travellers were converging as they flowed near a sort of focus of crazy
alleys at the top of a high hill in the centre of the town, where perched a great white church.
I had seen it from the road’s crest when I looked at Kingsport in the new dusk, and it
had made me shiver because Aldebaran had seemed to balance itself a moment on the ghostly spire.

There was an open space around the church; partly a churchyard with spectral
shafts, and partly a half-paved square swept nearly bare of snow by the wind, and lined with
unwholesomely archaic houses having peaked roofs and overhanging gables. Death-fires danced
over the tombs, revealing gruesome vistas, though queerly failing to cast any shadows. Past
the churchyard, where there were no houses, I could see over the hill’s summit and watch
the glimmer of stars on the harbour, though the town was invisible in the dark. Only once in
a while a lanthorn bobbed horribly through serpentine alleys on its way to overtake the throng
that was now slipping speechlessly into the church. I waited till the crowd had oozed into the
black doorway, and till all the stragglers had followed. The old man was pulling at my sleeve,
but I was determined to be the last. Then I finally went, the sinister man and the old spinning
woman before me. Crossing the threshold into that swarming temple of unknown darkness, I turned
once to look at the outside world as the churchyard phosphorescence cast a sickly glow on the
hill-top pavement. And as I did so I shuddered. For though the wind had not left much snow,
a few patches did remain on the path near the door; and in that fleeting backward look it seemed
to my troubled eyes that they bore no mark of passing feet, not even mine.

The church was scarce lighted by all the lanthorns that had entered it, for
most of the throng had already vanished. They had streamed up the aisle between the high white
pews to the trap-door of the vaults which yawned loathsomely open just before the pulpit, and
were now squirming noiselessly in. I followed dumbly down the footworn steps and into the dank,
suffocating crypt. The tail of that sinuous line of night-marchers seemed very horrible, and
as I saw them wriggling into a venerable tomb they seemed more horrible still. Then I noticed
that the tomb’s floor had an aperture down which the throng was sliding, and in a moment
we were all descending an ominous staircase of rough-hewn stone; a narrow spiral staircase damp
and peculiarly odorous, that wound endlessly down into the bowels of the hill past monotonous
walls of dripping stone blocks and crumbling mortar. It was a silent, shocking descent, and
I observed after a horrible interval that the walls and steps were changing in nature, as if
chiselled out of the solid rock. What mainly troubled me was that the myriad footfalls made
no sound and set up no echoes. After more aeons of descent I saw some side passages or burrows
leading from unknown recesses of blackness to this shaft of nighted mystery. Soon they became
excessively numerous, like impious catacombs of nameless menace; and their pungent odour of
decay grew quite unbearable. I knew we must have passed down through the mountain and beneath
the earth of Kingsport itself, and I shivered that a town should be so aged and maggoty with
subterraneous evil.

Then I saw the lurid shimmering of pale light, and heard the insidious lapping
of sunless waters. Again I shivered, for I did not like the things that the night had brought,
and wished bitterly that no forefather had summoned me to this primal rite. As the steps and
the passage grew broader, I heard another sound, the thin, whining mockery of a feeble flute;
and suddenly there spread out before me the boundless vista of an inner world—a vast fungous
shore litten by a belching column of sick greenish flame and washed by a wide oily river that
flowed from abysses frightful and unsuspected to join the blackest gulfs of immemorial ocean.

Fainting and gasping, I looked at that unhallowed Erebus of titan toadstools,
leprous fire, and slimy water, and saw the cloaked throngs forming a semicircle around the blazing
pillar. It was the Yule-rite, older than man and fated to survive him; the primal rite of the
solstice and of spring’s promise beyond the snows; the rite of fire and evergreen, light
and music. And in the Stygian grotto I saw them do the rite, and adore the sick pillar of flame,
and throw into the water handfuls gouged out of the viscous vegetation which glittered green
in the chlorotic glare. I saw this, and I saw something amorphously squatted far away from the
light, piping noisomely on a flute; and as the thing piped I thought I heard noxious muffled
flutterings in the foetid darkness where I could not see. But what frightened me most was that
flaming column; spouting volcanically from depths profound and inconceivable, casting no shadows
as healthy flame should, and coating the nitrous stone above with a nasty, venomous verdigris.
For in all that seething combustion no warmth lay, but only the clamminess of death and corruption.

The man who had brought me now squirmed to a point directly beside the hideous
flame, and made stiff ceremonial motions to the semicircle he faced. At certain stages of the
ritual they did grovelling obeisance, especially when he held above his head that abhorrent
Necronomicon he had taken with him; and I shared all the obeisances because I had been
summoned to this festival by the writings of my forefathers. Then the old man made a signal
to the half-seen flute-player in the darkness, which player thereupon changed its feeble drone
to a scarce louder drone in another key; precipitating as it did so a horror unthinkable and
unexpected. At this horror I sank nearly to the lichened earth, transfixed with a dread not
of this nor any world, but only of the mad spaces between the stars.

Out of the unimaginable blackness beyond the gangrenous glare of that cold
flame, out of the Tartarean leagues through which that oily river rolled uncanny, unheard, and
unsuspected, there flopped rhythmically a horde of tame, trained, hybrid winged things that
no sound eye could ever wholly grasp, or sound brain ever wholly remember. They were not altogether
crows, nor moles, nor buzzards, nor ants, nor vampire bats, nor decomposed human beings; but
something I cannot and must not recall. They flopped limply along, half with their webbed feet
and half with their membraneous wings; and as they reached the throng of celebrants the cowled
figures seized and mounted them, and rode off one by one along the reaches of that unlighted
river, into pits and galleries of panic where poison springs feed frightful and undiscoverable
cataracts.

The old spinning woman had gone with the throng, and the old man remained only
because I had refused when he motioned me to seize an animal and ride like the rest. I saw when
I staggered to my feet that the amorphous flute-player had rolled out of sight, but that two
of the beasts were patiently standing by. As I hung back, the old man produced his stylus and
tablet and wrote that he was the true deputy of my fathers who had founded the Yule worship
in this ancient place; that it had been decreed I should come back, and that the most secret
mysteries were yet to be performed. He wrote this in a very ancient hand, and when I still hesitated
he pulled from his loose robe a seal ring and a watch, both with my family arms, to prove that
he was what he said. But it was a hideous proof, because I knew from old papers that that watch
had been buried with my great-great-great-great-grandfather in 1698.

Presently the old man drew back his hood and pointed to the family resemblance
in his face, but I only shuddered, because I was sure that the face was merely a devilish waxen
mask. The flopping animals were now scratching restlessly at the lichens, and I saw that the
old man was nearly as restless himself. When one of the things began to waddle and edge away,
he turned quickly to stop it; so that the suddenness of his motion dislodged the waxen mask
from what should have been his head. And then, because that nightmare’s position barred
me from the stone staircase down which we had come, I flung myself into the oily underground
river that bubbled somewhere to the caves of the sea; flung myself into that putrescent juice
of earth’s inner horrors before the madness of my screams could bring down upon me all
the charnel legions these pest-gulfs might conceal.

At the hospital they told me I had been found half frozen in Kingsport Harbour
at dawn, clinging to the drifting spar that accident sent to save me. They told me I had taken
the wrong fork of the hill road the night before, and fallen over the cliffs at Orange Point;
a thing they deduced from prints found in the snow. There was nothing I could say, because everything
was wrong. Everything was wrong, with the broad window shewing a sea of roofs in which only
about one in five was ancient, and the sound of trolleys and motors in the streets below. They
insisted that this was Kingsport, and I could not deny it. When I went delirious at hearing
that the hospital stood near the old churchyard on Central Hill, they sent me to St. Mary’s
Hospital in Arkham, where I could have better care. I liked it there, for the doctors were broad-minded,
and even lent me their influence in obtaining the carefully sheltered copy of Alhazred’s
objectionable
Necronomicon from the library of Miskatonic University. They said something
about a “psychosis”, and agreed I had better get any harassing obsessions off my
mind.

So I read again that hideous chapter, and shuddered doubly because it was indeed
not new to me. I had seen it before, let footprints tell what they might; and where it was I
had seen it were best forgotten. There was no one—in waking hours—who could remind
me of it; but my dreams are filled with terror, because of phrases I dare not quote. I dare
quote only one paragraph, put into such English as I can make from the awkward Low Latin.
“The nethermost caverns,” wrote the mad Arab, “are not for the fathoming of
eyes that see; for their marvels are strange and terrific. Cursed the ground where dead thoughts
live new and oddly bodied, and evil the mind that is held by no head. Wisely did Ibn Schacabac
say, that happy is the tomb where no wizard hath lain, and happy the town at night whose wizards
are all ashes. For it is of old rumour that the soul of the devil-bought hastes not from his
charnel clay, but fats and instructs the very worm that gnaws; till out of corruption
horrid life springs, and the dull scavengers of earth wax crafty to vex it and swell monstrous
to plague it. Great holes secretly are digged where earth’s pores ought to suffice, and
things have learnt to walk that ought to crawl.”